June 2011
1 post
April 2011
1 post
ericyumyum asked: nigga update your fuckin tumblr.
November 2010
1 post
jon-quiqui-deactivated20110202- asked: hey, sorry that this is so late, but i just saw your reply now
thanks btw :) you're sweet
thanks btw :) you're sweet
September 2010
1 post
Remember what you said?
“If you ever miss me, don’t ever hesitate to tell me. Don’t feel afraid to tell me how you feel. Ever.”
I miss you now, but things just aren’t the same for me to tell you so.
Maybe its from loneliness, but on the other hand I didn’t feel this way before I met you. Honestly, I question myself if I really do like you. And honestly again, I...
August 2010
3 posts
Strange Familiarity
Its monday evening & i just finished my last class. I’m currently sitting at the campus library like a little nerd right now & it feels good! haha. such a dorkkk.
in a way, i’m still kind of un-fazed that i’m actually in school once again. i guess maybe cuz it happened so fast & so abruptly. it was only three days ago that i was accepted, & only hours...
johnizeasy-deactivated20121012 asked: Marry you D: Offer me your dowry and I'll judge from that. Hehehehe.
July 2010
1 post
back from tumblr vacation.
i know i know, its been a while again. i’m never good with keeping up with my blogging on here it seems. or keeping up with anything for that matter. i’m a failure. failure at this, failure at that, failure at life period. i’m probably the most negative, pessimistic, and self pitied person you’ll ever meet. i mean, just read my username. haha. double you tee eych.
i catch...
April 2010
1 post
March 2010
5 posts
Dear Justin,
i miss you. i dearly & truly do. besides from that, i really don’t know where to start.. .
even though we only talked for so little… for me, these two weeks brought me close to feelings that i thought i could never feel again. probably from my pessimism, but i thought that i couldn’t ever find a guy so great. and even if i did, he wouldn’t ever belong to me. but when...
What happened to all those ambitions?
what in the world?! i use to have all these dreams and ambitions as a kid. i aspired to do sooo many things. and now?
i feel like this last movie sent a message to me. along with whatever else happened today. earlier when i was at work, i had this amazing conversation with a client that i’ve never had the turn to take care of before. well today we had a manicure—which on an average basis,...
At it again...
I just finished playing on the SNES. just me my mom and two little brothers. it felt good. not only because i won every round… but i was able to get into the moment and escaped reality for a bit, away from all my stress and worries. makes me miss being a kid. when it was the opposite; reality was where stress and worries didn’t exist.
tommy tommy tommy… everytime you feel so...
What's Love Got To Do..
Got to do.. Got to do… anddddd i don’t know the rest of the words. HAHA. it was just in my head for some reason.
I just got finished watching Defintely Maybe. AH! I love love movies… always makes my heart melt, and even though it makes me realize how single and lonely i am, makes me feel good inside and know that there is hope. i just twittered what i thought the moral of the...
Just like a fool..
i feel bad tumblr.. i haven’t spoken to you for a while. its just that venting my emotions here doesn’t seem as right as xanga. :x
well my new girlfriend/twin/mama geisha hasn’t been around lately to talk to so i’ll talk to you today.
i dont know what the deal is. i’ve come to realize that i always end up in this situation. i get my hopes up only to find them vanish...
February 2010
5 posts
Epiphany
You know how absolutely randomly carried away we can be when we’re on the internet. Go from snooping on facebook, to wikipeding platypuses, to youtubing j.lo tripping on stage, to xtubing porno, to googling unicorns…you get the point. well today, my randomness ventured me into tumblr. browsing across made me realize…. how out of tune i am with everything! and i thought i was on...
lost
i feel like i complain too much.. but i can’t help but feel like this.. i can’t quite explain it.. but i’ve always had this feeling like nothing just ever feels right. as if life’s incomplete… like as if its incomplete… with no meaning. i know that what i feel derives from being lonely.. but what am i suppose to do?
today’s valentine day. and i want to...
Dear Tumblr,
I had one of those unbelievably horrible days today. Well, it actually wasn’t a horrible day… just not so typical day. I got a speeding ticket, got a message from a quite attractive guy who just moved to atlanta yesterday, finally confronted my brother about his sexual orientation, was left to be alone and an outsider while my friends, family, & coworkers went off in a limo to go...
Defense Statement
Your Honor,
I just want to start off by saying, I’ve been framed. I know its probably hard for me to say anything because I am the one who is being charged, but I did not do anything wrong. In terms of appropriateness, I realize that what I did wasn’t the best decision I could have made, but I did not molest, attempt to rape, or do anything with any sexual desire. Alan is no less than...
Temptation
i can’t believe myself.. time after time again i let myself down and never hold true to my own words. i dont even know why i promise myself this and that when i only break it in the end.
i wish i actually had self control..
**edit**
i guess i do have self control.. at the time and moment, i just choose to give it up it seems :\
A Beginning... or an End?
Life is unbelievable, the places it takes you, the things it do to you, the people it brings. If there was a time or place I’ve learned most, it wasn’t school, but rather life itself. As we grow into the new year of 2010, I look back at all 20 years I lived, look at all the ups and downs, the plunges, the twists & turns. Its kinda crazy when you really think about it huh? I...
